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yeah..really haven't updated in a looooooong time..but nothing has really been happening.
just swimming..and school..and the occasionally dance class.
umm homecomings next weekend...still have no idea who i'm going with and whats going on after..but whatever....i really don't care as much as i did last year...last year we already had all this planned out..and now its just like well i don't really care...it just doesn't matter as much i guess..
i love all my friends right now...i don't think i could have any greater friends than i already do.
i think i have changed so much since last year. last year i like really cared about how i looked and what people thought about me..this year i just don't even care any more...if you like me, hey thats awesome, if not then i really don't care. i have a lot more confidence now 2..i don't know how i got it..but i feel like i do..i'm willing to try anything now i guess. i like it though.
and umm thats really it...
this entry really was kinda gay..but if you actually read it..thanks..and please comment.
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[02 Sep 2005|10:53am] |
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well...i got through the first week of school...it wasn't bad..but this waking up early thing isn't gonna work. classes are ok..i guess it will be a pretty good year.
swimming is offically my life now..i have practice everyday after school until 5:30..then i come home and do my homework, and just lay around becuase i'm to tired to do anything else.
well..going up north this weekend with angie! hopefull it will be fun.
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ok..so today was orientation.
i got to see a bunch of people that i didn't over the summer..so i'm happy!
took our pictures and get our schedules
heres mine...let me know if we have n e classes together.
1st english-Perhogan
2nd spanish-Zanotti
3rd american history-Socha
4th seminar-Tieman
5th Geometry-Kaczanowski
6th Chemistry-Johnson
7th-choir-Pascaretti
8th-health-Guolla
after orientation..i went out to lunch with ang and ian..and then she dropped me off and how i'm just sittin here typing this.
i sooo don't want summer to end. it was just gettin good..and now i have to go back to school.
<33xoxo
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so not much has been going on..i really don't remember what went on the past week...i went to the dream cruise saturday..which was pretty fun. then i stayed the night at my cousins that night. we stayed up and watched american pie and meet the fockers..funny movies. then the next day we played DDR and did some other shit...and umm thats all i can really remember.
today i went and bought my homecoming dress..at least i think i'm gonna wear it. its so pretty..
( homecomingdress )
^but it looks a little different than in the picture..its like more sparkly.
tell me what you think. and be honest.
<33
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so not much has been going on..i really don't remember what went on the past week...i went to the dream cruise saturday..which was pretty fun. then i stayed the night at my cousins that night. we stayed up and watched american pie and meet the fockers..funny movies. then the next day we played DDR and did some other shit...and umm thats all i can really remember.
today i went and bought my homecoming dress..at least i think i'm gonna wear it. its so pretty..
( homecoming )
^but it looks a little different than in the picture..its like more sparkly.
tell me what you think. and be honest.
<33
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the weekend was kinda boring but its ok...
Saturday i had to go to some gay ass family party thing..it was so boring. i had no idea who anyone was and there was nothing to do. after that we came home and then went out to cj barrymore's and then came home.. just sat at home the rest of the night.
Sunday i got up and went to church..came home and went schoool shopping!! ahh i love school shopping..gettin new clothes always puts me in a good mood! :-) came home and sat around for a bit..then went to a different store to go shopping because i didn't find what i was looking for...found a lot more stuff at the 2nd store..then grabbed dinner and i think just sat around the rest of the night.
Monday..ahh. swimming started.. got in the water for like only 20 minutes which was like pointless..then went to dannys..i'm so happy we are hanging out again..i missed her so much chilled around there..then andrew and andy came over but i had to leave bc my gay ass sister could b home n e longer alone..so i walked home and just sat around. after dinner i had to go to my grandma's for some stupid reason. sat there until like 9:30...danny was supposed to spend the night but couldn't, but its all good. came home and watched laguna beach!!! that is litterally my favorite show. and then went to bed bc i had to wake up at the fucking ass crack of dawn for swim.
Today---got up at fucking 6:15 and got ready to go to swim...picked up danny and went to the school..had to listen to dave talk for like 45 minutes...i'm surprised i didn't fall asleep. i was so tired. Got in the water..me and Jenelle basically just demonstrated for the new people in our lane.. but we get to move up soon!! yippie! after swim me and danny didn't have a ride home so we walked to andrews and hung out with him for a bit..then around 11:30 his mom took me home..i took a extremely long shower..bc i smell like a fucking pool..but hey i guess i'm gonn have to get used to it.
School offically starts in 2 weeks...ugh..i don't wanna go back.. summer was 2 great.
Swimming is also offically taking over my life.<33
but i guess i don't mind cuz i get to see a lot of my wonderful friends!
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lets seee.......sunday i went to my cousins b-day party..uh it was ok i guess. i just hung out with my cousin and we talked a lot.
Monday i just sat around cuz i had to babysit my sister. o what fun
tuesday i went to oakland mall with liz, and i bought a pair of shorts and a blue track jacket.
wednesday and thursday i just sat around 2..
thursday night i went to the mall and liz bought me a pink track jacket..bc she claims she never got me a b-day present. then i went to khols and talked my mom into buying me jeans for school. i love school shopping :) came home and then liz spent the night. we watched laguna beach season one and she straightened my hair for me
today i went to the state fair and basically just rode rides
mmmm lifes pretty boring. but i guess i'm the only one that can change that, right??
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hmm..well this week has been like totally boring.
didn't really do n e thing at all.
except for wednesday i think..i went to kellys and went swimming. other than that i basically just sat around and went on the computer. but it was nice, not having to do n e thing i like it. at least its so much better than having to go to school...which starts in like 3 weeks...omg i so don't wanna go back.
today i woke up and got in the shower around 11:30ish..then i got ready and me and angie went out to lunch at el charro's around 2, got caught up on things since we haven't seen each other in a while. Then we went to macomb mall..and just shopped around..she dropped me off and now i am waitin bc we are going to sterling fest tonight. o how fun.
comment if you agree that summer shouldn't end!!
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wow..so dance camp was awesome....i would give n e thing to be back there right now. I love all you girl's who were there, you guys are the best, ecspecially liz!!!
n e way the first day i was there was thursday and we danced all day and had a tiny break and danced after dinner to. then just hung out in the hotel room that night.
the next day woke up and went for breakfast and then took our group picture. Then we had class till lunch time, ate and then went swimming in the pool for like a half an hour. then we had to go dance again until 5ish then we went back to our rooms and got ready to go to cj barrymore's. Went there and had soo much fun. but we got soaking wet from the water wars but its funny bc we got each other wet before we even had all the ballons filled up. went back to the hotel and fell asleep.
Woke up yesterday morning and ate breakfast and went to class. Then we ate lunch and hung out in the hotel room. I love hanging out with thoes girls they are soo great. Went back for class then ate dinner and went to the talent show. Everybody did really good. Good job guys. And our number wasnt 2 bad if i do say so myself. Went back to the room and just talked about a bunch of stuff with the girls then finally went to bed around 12.
got up and packed then went to ballet and hip hop. then we passed out awards and then we had to go ;-(. It was so sad. i can't wait till next year. i just came home and slept bc i was so tired. now i'm sittin here getting yelled at by my parents and i didn't even do n e thing. wow would i give n e thing to be back at camp right now.
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nothing really has been happening just swimming and hanging out.
Summers going pretty good now. i don't want it to end at all!!
going to dance camp saturday so it should b fun! i'm excited already!
*comment on the new layout. and if you love me of course :-)
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well i don't really remember much so i'll just start with thrusday night.
thursday night i spent the night at angies, had fun just goofing around and shit.
Friday woke up at about 11:30 and she made waffles, they were quiet good i must say. Then she dropped me off and i just sat around and did basically nothing. Later on she came back over and we just hung out outside for the most part and then we showed freddie her car. that was fun lol. She left around 10:30 and then i just watched tv and went to bed.
Saturday. woke up around 10:30 and took a shower and shit. then my mom took me to the dance store to get stuff for dance camp this weekend. Then we went to lakeside and went shopping. Came home and got ready then left for the tiger game. Frist we went out to dinner then to the game. We lost but its ok cuz i got to talk to this really cute guy who sat behind us. Then there were fireworks after so we staying for thoes and then when we finally got home and i stayed up till like 1 watching tv cuz i could fall asleep
Yesterday. Got up and went to church came home and hung out here a whole lot of the day. then around 3:30ish i went bowling with my mom and sister. wow do i suck ass at bowling. Came home and ate dinner. then angie came and picked me up and we went back to her house and we hung out there for a while then we went and picked up katie and we all went to cj barrymores. Had some fun. came home around 9:30 and just sat around.
Today. haven't done much except watch tv. but we'll see what happens
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Sooooooooo nothing really has been going on lately. just me and my o so boring life, yeah thats right...i have no life.
i hung out with liz the past few days, one of which we went to great lakes crossing, had some fun there. The other day we just hung out at her house.
Today i went to metro with angie and brett, we went swimming then on the way home we got McDonalds and then she dropped me off and i've just been sittin around doing nothing, because that is what i'm good at. right?
i'm just kinda sad that summer is like going by so fast, and it like hasn't been the greatest summer, I just wish we didn't have to go back so soon. A lot of things have changed and not all of them for the better. I just wish they where the same again. :-(
things are happening all 2 fast, i just wish everything was the same.
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So yesterday i sat around like all day, because i had nothing to do and my sister went up north for the weekend. Then we had to take my grandma out for her birthday. It was okay, kinda boring, but w/e. Then i went home and got changed and meet angie and katie up at the fair. Brett and justin came up 2. That was preeety fun i must say. Brett and justin left around 11 and then we went home after. Came home and just watched tv and went to bed.
no plans for today yet. we'll see what happens!!
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anyone wanna go the fair with me???
comment if you do!!
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Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game, parents flipped out on me for no reason, and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games, you know ill take care of you when your sick, what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes..... her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ??????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick he opened it..... it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to and the first picture they took together he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture it looked as if in the picture she was crying then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead.
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this. if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and you know you can.
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welll...lets see...
tuesday*went to swim, came home and sat around, then went to the movies to see the perfect man, came home and sat around some more, then eventually went to sleep.
Wednesday*went to swim, then went shopping with my mom for the like the whooole day. came home and rented movies and then just watched them the rest of the day.
Thursday*got up went to swim. then took my little next door neighboors to the zoo. Awe them little kids are so cute!! :-) came home and watched movies again.
Friday* went to metro, it was perfect, until it started raining. Ugh that sucked. so we came home and i was driving and it was pouring, and ew it was horrible. came home and hung out with ang, ended up spendign the night there, pretty fun i might add.
Saturday*me and ang woke up and went out to breakfast at big boy. omg it was soo good. Then my mom came and picked me up and we went swimming like the whole day. Came home and went out for dinner, then came home and sat around for a little bit, then went to some block party by my grandma's. pretty fun stuff. came home and went to bed.
Today* has been pretty boring. went shopping and thats about it.
summer is so great. i don't wanna it to end!
<33Melissa
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You are
[ ] tall
[x] in between
[] short
[] blonde
[] redhead
[] brunette
[x] dirty blonde
[] black
[x]blue-eyed
[] brown-eyed
[] green-eyed
[] hazel eyed
[] gold/gray eyed
[] glasses
[] contacts
[] braces
[] freckles
[x] piercings
[] tattoos
[] long hair
[] short hair
[x] med. hair
Your nationality includes...
[] chinese
[] indian
[] taiwanese
[] japanese
[] hispanic
[] nicoya
[] puerto rican
[] chicana
[] italian
[] scottish
[] filipino
[] armenian
[] dutch
[x] french
[x] german
[x] irish
[] belgin
[] greek
[] portugeese
[x] polish
[] korean
[] jamacian
[] canadian
[] lithuanian
[] Native American
[] Russian
[] British
[] African
[] spanish
[] hungarian
[] thai
[] guamanian
Your favorite color(s) are?
[] red
[x] pink
[] yellow
[] black
[] green
[x] blue
[] white
[] silver/gray
[x] purple
[] brown
[] orange
[]teal
Some sports/physical things you have done seriously?
[x] soccer
[] cheerleading
[xxx] dancing
[] lacrosse
[] field hockey
[] hockey
[] football
[] softball
[] wrestling
[] gymnastics
[] track/cross country
[] Basketball
[] baseball
[] golf
[] playing in the mud
[] playing music
[] hiking
[] kayaking
[] camping
[] horseback riding
[xxx] swimmming
[] tennis
Your personality is sometimes...
[] annoying
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[] serious
[x] bubbly
[] spazzy
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[] strict
[x] hyper
[] weird
[x] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
The music you like is?
[x] rap
[x] rock
[x] pop
[x]country
[x] hiphop
[x] r&b
[] slow jams
[] Christian
[] classical
[] techno
[] oldies
[] punk
[] metal
[] reggae
[] Goth
[] Latin
[] hardcore
[] ska
[] 80's
The pets you have had?
[] cat
[x] dog
[] lizard
[] rat (mice)
[] ferret
[] rabbit
[] fish
[] ducks
[] chickens
[] horse
[] bird
Clothes you like to wear are?
[x] plain tshirts
[x] sweatshirts
[] stockings
[] high heels
[] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] pj pants
[] boxers
[x] underwear
[] dresses
[x] mini skirts
[] med.skirts
[] long skirts
[] watches
[x] hoop earring(s)
[x] long earrings
[x] toe socks
[x] flip flops
[x] halter tops
[] stilletos
[] band shirts
[x] shorts
[] boots
[] arm-warmers
You're mostly labeled as?
[] goth
[] emo
[x] prep
[] punk
[] hippie
[] nerd
[] ditzy ..big time
[] hyper
[x] happy
[] slutty
[] suicidal
[] poser
[] everything
[] I hate labels
[x] i have no idea
You eat?
[] dessert every night
[] no meat
[] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods..try 2
[x] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[x] meat
[x] salad
[] seafood
[x] cheese
[x] fruit
A typical friday night...
[x] mall with friends
[x] partying
[x] watching movies
[] going to the club
[x] staying home
[] babysitting and getting $$
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[] working while your friends are out having fun!
Online, you use:
[x] lol
[] sup
[] =D
[] lmao
[] stfu
[x] wtf
[] ty
[x] jk/jm
[x] ttyl
[x] lylas/lylab
[x] g2g
[] ^^
[] T_T
[] XD
[x] hahha
[] random letter ex. l;askdjfklwfja
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god it's been soo boring around here. i wanna go back up north so bad!! i miss it up there! i miss everyone there!
well i know it won't ever be the same and it makes me sad. :-(
but yesterday for the 4th i went to kelly and jenni's, we went swimming and played volleyball. Then we came home and started to watch the freedom hill fireworks, but it started to rain so we came back in. I takled to someone on the fone till like 11:15 and then fell asleep.
today i woke up and remembered that i had to go to swimming. which sucked so much cuz i was up late the nite before. So went there, came home and slept for like 2 or 3 hours. Sat around until like 1:30, then got dressed and sat on the computer, because i have no life. Talked on the fone. then went to see the perfect man with some people. Pretty fun. Now i'm sittin her doing nothing.
comments please!!!
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This songs makes me like so sad and wanna cry when i listen to it....I love all my friends i never want to loose you guys!!!!!
"Graduation (Friends Forever)"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
[Repeat 1 (3x)]
Comment if you like this song 2
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wow, vacation was the best. I miss it soooo much. If you didn't know i went to traverse city. The people there are the best!
wow well i'm never gonna forget this vacation. Lets just say i din't wanna say goodbye to some certain people.
so while i was up north we went shopping, layed out, had a whooooooole bunch of drama but w/e i'm over it!
summer is going awesome!!!
i NEVER want it to end
<33Melissa
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